The Author
An ordinary girl
Mo. 19 years old (soon) . Loves pink. piNK. PINK! (and my sister) Hates t.e.c.h.n.o.l.o.g.y
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Let's leave what happened in the past, in the past, shall we?
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9/01/2010 04:30:00 PM
Why do I let you do this to me?
Why am I doing this to you?
I have never loved someone more, or hated certain traits more.
Brilliant, so what am I going to do now?
Sure, ignore me again. Don't reply me again. Forget me everytime you are hanging out with your friends. Come back late, don't pick up my calls, don't tell me where you are or who you're with, sound like you have something better to do when I'm talking to you over the phone.
Whatever. Its not like you care to know about these tears. Its not like you care to know about all these feelings. I know you'd rather me be okay so we can carry on with our happy lives. I know you'd rather I hide all this from you so that we won't need to talk. I know you don't want a discussion a week. I know anyway you don't listen and dismiss everything I say.
And you come back to me. And suddenly I'm okay.
and I know you love me. and I know I love you too.
what is wrong with me. Oh I know, I'm a fuckwit. A big fat sucker for him.
and who am i?
thats a secret I'll never tell.
you know you love me.
xoxo