Mo. 19 years old (soon) . Loves pink. piNK. PINK! (and my sister) Hates t.e.c.h.n.o.l.o.g.y

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Let's leave what happened in the past, in the past, shall we?

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The Process of Examinations.
(Please bear in mind that I am an en-jean student who has yet to take effective communication, and bear with my english. Oops I meant, England.)

Now that the exams are ending, I realized that the cycle I go through in sec sch, jc and uni are the same. (I can't speak for pri sch because I honestly can't rmb studying in pri sch. Except for chinese. And anyway I felt like the smartest girl on Earth then so I probably never studied.)

First, the laziness.
AIYAA egg-zamm still got 4 weeks awaYY...I got 6 core thats like over FOUR DAYS for one module man!!AND I got 8 day break before my last eggzam lor...CAN RELAK LA.
*continues playing minesweeper*
(YES I REFUSE TO PLAY ANY OTHER MORE EGGCITING GAME. My heart is too weak.)

Next, MOTIVATION(and delusion).
WHOAA the motivation is here maNN wow look at the endless potentially-completed tutorials WOOT study until dAMN HIGH LA.
IM GONNA FINISH MY TUTS TWICE AND READ MY NOTES 4 TIMES AND COMPLETE ALL THE EXAM PAPERS IN THE BOOK AND IN THE LIBRARY.
I AM LIKE HOW CREVER NOTHING CAN STOP ME MWAHAHA GPA 5.0 HERE I COME.

Followed by, despair.
ZOMMGG I have the answers and I STILL cannot do the papers. KENA SAI I THINK THE ANSWERS ARE WRONG. SHOULD BE. MUST BE. HOW THESE PEOPLE GET A WAN. I am CREVER AHH JAYY SEE STUDENT HOW CAN DUNNO HOW TO DO. (I later realize I should have just been sent to MINDS.)

to be sung to Simple Plan's song.
howw could this happen to meeeeeee....so many mistakesss...got nowhere to run...time goess on my marks are FADING AWAYY...im sick of this lifeee...i just want an A!how could this HAPPEN TO MEE???
(like that loh. Happen so many times already.)

While all this is going on by the way, I have countless monologue-ing whining sessions.
OH FOR EINSTEIN'S SAKE WHY AM I RETARDED I SHOULD HAVE BEEN SENT TO MINDS I THINK THEY'RE GOING TO MAKE ME DROP ONE DEGREE HOWHOWHOW IN FACT THEY MIGHT JUST MAKE ME DROP BOTH THEN MY ONLY MAJOR LEFT WILL BE SPORTS CLUB WHICH LETS FACE IT WONT GET ME ANYWHERE LIFE SUX IM AN ACADEMIC FAILURE WHICH MEANS I AM JUST A FAILURE BECAUSE STUDYING IS MY LIFE OHH DOOM DESPAIR SHAME WHY CANT I BE CLEVER I HATE ALL CLEVER PEOPLE AND MARKET SPOILERS HATEHATEHATE BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Next time someone judges me for being from Rarbish Junk Centre or Aerospace and Econs I shall BITE OFF THEIR NOSES.
"wahhhh means you must be quite crever la" MY ARSE.

Conclusion: The exams are beyond my production possibility frontier. WAY beyond.

On a side note, My exams will be over in about 13 hours. YAY. on a sider side note, ZOMG what am i doing wasting my time blogging I should be studying! STUDY STUDY STUDY.

and who am i?
thats a secret I'll never tell.
you know you love me.
xoxo